Well, I totally spaced out on my journal and forgot about it. Fortunately, I am back and plan on getting a couple of posts in this evening. I am going to continue down the list we were given, and this is number 3.
I had waited two whole days, and nothing had changed. I was pacing back in forth in the room, some out of nerves, some out of frustration. I was hopped up on hot choclate as I probably went to the lobby and drank at least thirty cups. I probably upset the front desk as I had gone in and out of the building a million times as well. Come to find out, they were sending us home for another week. You have to be kidding me.
We come in the next week, and the same thing. Now my nerves are not even bad, I am tired and frustrated beyond belief. I just want this to happen. Another two days are about to end and the same thing. Whats the problem? Finally they come in and give us choices. I jump on the first choice to take care of it now and my girl agrees.
In the flash of an eye, I am already prepped and taken back quickly to a room by myself. They explain I will have to stay in there for about five minutes until they are all prepped. This is where I lose it. My palms begin to sweet and my breathing becomes faster. They sat me in a rocking chair and I am rocking that thing like I am in a marathon race of rocking chairs. I keep looking up at the clock but its standing still.
After what seemed like an eternity, they come get me and take me in the room. I am excited, scared, nervous, relieved, extatic, I am a ball of different emotions. I hold my girls hand and hers are as sweaty as mine, but now a calm comes over me just knowing were together for this moment. Needless to say it did not take long and it was over. I looked at what we created and my eyes watered. I smiled and the biggest sense of pride I have ever had came over my whole body. I kissed my girl and also what we created. The greatest thing I have ever done or created in my entire life, and forever.
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